Everything feels like it's getting to be too much for me lately. It'll be my TOM in a week, I'm dying for sugar,I gained back so much weight already it seems like it will never come off again, and I don't know how to deal. I have to take care of my mom and handle everything for her regarding her surgery/health or it won't get done. I have to help my boyfriend with his homework, wake him up every morning, cook and clean up after him and I just feel like everything is falling to met. I'm sick of it. I'm tired of being the one that has to take care of everything and everyone. Simple tasks like making a phone call or getting ready on time seem too much for the people in my life. I'm just so tired.